||[Mar. 29th, 2006|12:31 pm]
Letters From The Editor
I hope things work out with you and Rob. it's about time some good happend you both of you.
You have no idea how much you touched my life. You were always there for me, you always understood what i was rying to say while so many people around us got it so tragically wrong. We had some laughs. I don't ever remember us 'falling out', I've always held so much respect for you. the fact that you're still going no matter what life throws at you, and lets face it, life hasn't dealt you an easy hand, but slowly and surely things are picking up.
I admire your strength and courage and I've always lokke dto you. i've learnt so many lessons in life from you.
My decision to go is nothing against you. I want to take this opportunity to thank you for being in my life. someone once says our negativity sparks when we're both feelg crappy and are together, wht they fail to realise is that we end up laughing, mainly because we think of the stupidest ways to commit suicide, stragely, we up feeling better after a while.
when i first met you i instantly thought 'She's cool. I want her as a friend' but i never thought it's happen. but it did, and i am so so glad it did.
I love you Elaine and i'll ALWAYS be with you, but please try and understand that i have to do this. it's something that I've wanted for so long.
ll My Love